Surreal Dreams

"I have been having more baby dreams of late, but they are all jumbled and gobble-degooked. Full of stops and starts and discontinuity.

What I'm relieved about in these dreams is that they are all taking place in a hospital, not in my bed at home or at my Mom's house. What I'm not comfortable with is the reactions I'm having in my dreams to the baby or the baby's gender or the fear of Jackson's needs not being met because of the baby. They have not be the most fun baby dreams of late.

However, I wake up, relieved they're just dreams and know that no matter what happens everything will work out just fine, for us, for the baby and for big brother Jackson."
--Clare